Christine lived with unrecognized anger, depression, hopelessness, despair, and confusion most of her life causing her to behave erratically; leaving many puzzled. Her behavior became so bizarre that it affected every area of her life. Christine was faced with homelessness, numerous nervous breakdowns, and multiple suicide attempts. Her life would wildly spiral out of control many of times leading to hospitalization with nowhere else to turn. Christine was diagnosed with bi polar disorder, also known as manic depression, at the age of eighteen, after many years of misdiagnoses. As Christine fights to figure out the mystery of her past and the secret she has kept even from herself, her own family seems determined to keep her in the dark. When she begins to suspect her husband, the father of her only child, turning his attention to their daughter, she knows something has to change. This inspiring story of a woman’s struggle to make sense of her past and create a better future for herself and her daughter will offer readers insight into the generational curse of abuse and give them hope it can be broken. Christine has finally come to the realization that knowing and acknowledging the truth is what actually sets a person free! Her work honors scars long hidden and offers hope for healing. Her book is a gift that dares to render clarity from childhood chaos.